Shadows-Masquerade92's avatar

Shadows-Masquerade92

the broodwich is watching you
2 Watchers14 Deviations
4.4K
Pageviews

pk face

1 min read
Ultimate trust is trading Aura Kingdom login ID with your boyfriend and playing on each other's characters over a skype call.

The sequence of events was as follows.

>private server very lag
>login as Inuki's ravager/gunslinger
>spinning fun time with the axe
>cannot stop spinning
>continually spinning while running without the attack features
>spinning is hella broken
>send help
>too much lag for real pls help
>log off
>log onto own account 3 days later
>my brawler is almost dead
>"WHAT THE HECK DID YOU DO TO HIKARI, INUKI?!?!?!"

hashtag just bearnuki things
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Thought I should correct last journal entry...

Sally isn't shutting it down. Change of plans. Pretty happy about it. Things are just gonna change.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Lunaescence is shutting down. :(

I'm really sad. Luna was like the last good place for me to post my stuff, and it's closing down starting the beginning of December because Sally can't fund it anymore. So now I guess I'm just going to start transferring everything to AO3 (Archive Of Our Own), which seems like the closest thing. Also apparently GotVG (Ghosts of the Vanguard) is the new fos-ff, but I never used fos-ff so I'm just going to stick with AO3.

On an unrelated note, I'm pretty much vowing to not date someone like Anthony again. Last June he broke up with me because he's "not in the right place for a relationship" and that I have my life together while he doesn't. A few weeks ago, he texted me wanting to try dating again because he said he still loved me and missed me but felt it necessary to say that he's changed, meaning that he's been getting high almost every time he has a day off from work. His exact words were something along the lines of liking what he does and not wanting to change it.

Um... okay? Weird that he felt it necessary to have the attitude of "you're not going to change me" when I never tried to? I don't like that he does it. I wish that he didn't, but I never once told him that he COULDN'T. But before it wasn't a problem because he was only doing it like once a month or so. Right now it's just another reason I am relieved to not be dating him. It was a huge internal conflict.

So we got into an argument a couple Sundays ago about whether or not he fits into my life, and he kept insisting that I needed someone more intelligent than him. Going ON and ON about how we're different (as in he needs weed to be happy with himself), then just stopped freaking talking to me for a week and a half. I found out he WAS ignoring me. And that he fucking changed his mind without telling me.

He's an idiot. He really is. -_- Done. I'm done. Next time I get into a relationship, I'd rather it be long term and stable like it was with Michael (but also not a LDR). Not fiery and short lived like this past one. I'm currently not talking to Anthony at the moment 'cause he pissed me off so much. And he's right. I do need someone smarter. But in a different way than he thinks. I mean in the way that they're not dumb enough or selfish enough to do something like that to me. To get my hopes up and then crush them. 
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Ah, okay...

3 min read
So because I went through my journal and saw old posts about me and Michael, I deleted them. It was weird for them to still be there. I'll admit that much. I won't delete my creations that were about him, but I will delete the ones with our pictures in them...

I don't hate the guy, I just find the pictures weird to look at, considering Anthony.

Speaking of whom.

I get to see him May 12th through the 15th before I leave for my internship. That's pretty sweet, considering I've only been able to see him one day at a time once every month or month and a half since this semester started (minus spring break. I got to see him for 5 days then.). He gets his license back May 7th, and his parents are leaving on a cruise like the 10th or something, so he has to stay at their house to take care of the dog while they're gone.

Do you know how much I missed hanging out with him in Rushville rather than Mount Sterling???? I love Rushville. So we're going to go on a date to Macomb. Eat at Vitale's and see a movie. :D

My internship starts May 20th, so I will be leaving either the 18th or 19th to move into the furnished apartment The Danforth Center is providing me with for the whole 11 weeks. (I get back August 2nd) I have spoken to my three other roommates (4 people to an apartment), and they all seem nice so far. The whole thing makes me nervous though. This will be the longest time and farthest distance I've been away from home, and the closest thing I have gotten so far to "living on my own." Obviously the dorms don't count, and when I'm not living there, I'm still living with my parents. But I'll be getting a paycheck for this internship, so I will have to pay taxes next year.

Also I've spent a considerable amount of time this week writing. Updating old stories I'd not updated for about 2 years. ha. I wrote a new chapter for like 3 of them and rewrote the first two chapters of an existing Bleach fic I wrote when I was 16. I don't know if I want to continue with rewriting the entire thing (it's like 40 chapters), mostly because I am not very attached to the character I made from back then, and I find the content to be pretty lame, looking back. I may severely change some things, but otherwise, it would get really boring. There are a lot of chapters I plan to cut out entirely, to save boredom and too much repetition of canon events.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Nirvash larvae from Eureka Seven Pocketful of Rainbows photo pocketful-of-rainbows-chibi-nirvash.jpg

I've been doing a lot of writing today and yesterday. Yay :) Also I've been watching the 3rd season of The Big Bang Theory (I now own seasons one through five! :D), Detective Conan, and reading Bleach. Heh. Sucked into a trap I'll never get out of.

I share a love-hate relationship with Bleach. lol
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Featured

pk face by Shadows-Masquerade92, journal

correction to the luna thing by Shadows-Masquerade92, journal

sad news about luna :( by Shadows-Masquerade92, journal

Ah, okay... by Shadows-Masquerade92, journal

Kyuu~ Look at this cute little Nirvash larvae. by Shadows-Masquerade92, journal