Lunaescence is shutting down.
I'm really sad. Luna was like the last good place for me to post my stuff, and it's closing down starting the beginning of December because Sally can't fund it anymore. So now I guess I'm just going to start transferring everything to AO3 (Archive Of Our Own), which seems like the closest thing. Also apparently GotVG (Ghosts of the Vanguard) is the new fos-ff, but I never used fos-ff so I'm just going to stick with AO3.
On an unrelated note, I'm pretty much vowing to not date someone like Anthony again. Last June he broke up with me because he's "not in the right place for a relationship" and that I have my life together while he doesn't. A few weeks ago, he texted me wanting to try dating again because he said he still loved me and missed me but felt it necessary to say that he's changed, meaning that he's been getting high almost every time he has a day off from work. His exact words were something along the lines of liking what he does and not wanting to change it.
Um... okay? Weird that he felt it necessary to have the attitude of "you're not going to change me" when I never tried to? I don't like that he does it. I wish that he didn't, but I never once told him that he COULDN'T. But before it wasn't a problem because he was only doing it like once a month or so. Right now it's just another reason I am relieved to not be dating him. It was a huge internal conflict.
So we got into an argument a couple Sundays ago about whether or not he fits into my life, and he kept insisting that I needed someone more intelligent than him. Going ON and ON about how we're different (as in he needs weed to be happy with himself), then just stopped freaking talking to me for a week and a half. I found out he WAS ignoring me. And that he fucking changed his mind without telling me.
He's an idiot. He really is. -_- Done. I'm done. Next time I get into a relationship, I'd rather it be long term and stable like it was with Michael (but also not a LDR). Not fiery and short lived like this past one. I'm currently not talking to Anthony at the moment 'cause he pissed me off so much. And he's right. I do need someone smarter. But in a different way than he thinks. I mean in the way that they're not dumb enough or selfish enough to do something like that to me. To get my hopes up and then crush them.